Sanctuary

 

Squirrel in Bluebird House

Squirrel in Bluebird House โ€“ Photo ยฉ by Jim Ruppel 2026

Looks like this little guy has found his safe place, a sanctuary in the bluebird house. What a strange place to land. Must be something there that makes him feel warm and cozy.ย 

Isnโ€™t that what we seek? That one place where we can settle in, let it all go โ€“ ahhhh, and feels just right. I love that and I have had places like that over the years. It changes depending on where you live and whatโ€™s going on in your life.ย ย 

When I was little, I remember a huge hedge on the front corner of our house. Dad used to trim it like a hedge, but as it grew, he let it grow tall until it grew up to the roof. I found an opening close to the house where I could squeeze in, crawl inside where it widened, and sit on the dirt in a clear space. I would sit there and watch cars go by, people talking, coming and going โ€“ all the activity in the neighborhood and no one could see me. I had my own special hiding place that I kept secret. It was just mine โ€“ my sanctuary. I can still feel the glee and giggles as I remember having that secret little place for my very own as a kid. ย 

As I got a little older (around 10), I was allowed to explore the neighborhood on my bike or hike around. There was another place I used to go that felt like my own little spot. Sometimes after dinner, I would go outside when it got dark and just hang out in the backyard and look at the stars. And other times I would follow the sidewalk, up a hill and out of our neighborhood. It was a little hike to follow the paved road that wound up and around the neighborhood. ย 

The road was the entry way in and out with an elementary school at the top. I would walk up there after dark and sit in the grass in the back of the school and look out east at the distant skyline. Everything was lit up, and you could see the highways, little cars, Philadelphia International Airport and the little planes flying in and out.ย  If you listened closely in the quiet darkness, you could hear the faint busy hum of cars and planes. It was mesmerizing and dreamy. I just wanted to stay there all night. ย 

Then, as I got older and in my preteen and teenage years, there was theย ocean at my grandparents in Virginia. I would go to the beach at the end of town a couple of blocks away and just keep walking and walking, it seemed like forever. With the smell of the salty air, sound of seagulls and the sand, I could lose myself in the flow and rhythm of the oceanย as I walked in my own little world.ย ย 

The further I walked along the beach, the more remote it got, and the shoreline got closer to the ocean. There were all sorts of shells in the sand and remains of horseshoe crabs that had washed up on the shore. All waiting to be discovered and explored. It felt good and comforting and was another happy place.ย 

Then when I married and moved out west to Colorado, everything was so different โ€“ the sky, the smells and wide-open spaces in every direction. The trees and earth were different โ€“ pines, aspens and rocky terrain. And, for over 50 years in the places that weโ€™ve lived here, Iโ€™ve found my happy spots and sanctuaries too.ย 

Right now, itโ€™s in our backyard up in the mountains. We sit out every day and in the evening after dinner and watch the birds, critters and all the subtle changes in the neighborhood. Tonight, there was a momma deer and her baby, and she stayed in the yard while her little guy watched from outside the fence. Then, she laid down while a bunny hopped up close to her and scampered off. A small buck passed through and scared two other bunnies playing around in the high grass. ย 

Itโ€™s our sanctuary and sometimes we just sit there and not say a word for a long time, just lost in our thoughts and feelings watching the world as it goesย on around us. It feels safe and warm, like weโ€™re wrapped in a blanket and a sense of โ€œAll is wellโ€.ย 

So, this little guy, discovering and exploring, seems to be happy and comfortable in the spot he has found โ€“ his happy place โ€“ the bluebird house for now.ย ย 

Squirrel Invading the Bluebird House โ€“ Photo ยฉ by Jim Ruppel 2026

Maybe you have spots and safe places like that you like to call your sanctuary, a back porch or a coffee nook with a big window. I hope so, and that you visit them often and just rest and soak in all the energy that is there. Itโ€™s your happy place โ€“ your spot.ย 

Pat from the โ€˜ol kitchen tableย 

 

 

Just for Fun

Charlie, Harry and Bud on Rock โ€“ Photo ยฉ by Jim Ruppel 2026ย 

โ€œWhatโ€™s up? What ya say, Bud, you, me and Harry go up the hill and check out some munchies? Meet you back at the rock! โ€œย ย 

Weโ€™ve got some chipmunks in our backyard that scramble around most of the day scrounging for food and whatever they can find. I have birdfeeders on the upper deck, and the birds scatter the seeds when they land and feed, and the chippers have a heyday.ย 

When hubby and I sit out, we watch them and their antics zipping back and forth.ย  Sometimes, they run over each other trying to get to where they want to go so fast that they crash into each other and miss whatโ€™s right in front of them. I wonder sometimes if thatโ€™s what we would look like if we were giants and looked down on us. What a sight that would be.ย 

I remember being high up in an office building one time looking out the window at the traffic below and how it looked with people moving in their own traffic lanes, stopping when the traffic light turned red and turning when it was their time. It looked so structured and smooth with everyone moving in synch. Some would stop until the light changed so they could turn left or right. When it changed again, the rest of the cars would move forward, like it was perfectly orchestrated. I’m talking about what is mostly normal โ€“ what you should do โ€“ but we know thatโ€™sย not always the case.ย 

Itโ€™s a different perspective, for sure, like coming out of the forest and looking back at the trees. These little guys have no idea whatโ€™s going on in the world, except for the occasional human shifting in the chair above them. Then they scatter off to safety. But mostly theyโ€™re not too concerned about all of that, only finding food, how much the other chipper is getting, and regular checks up in the sky for objects coming at them.ย 

They play sometimes. We see them chase each other around the trees and rocks and when they catch each other, they both jump up and run off as fast as they can in the opposite direction. Then do it all over again. Not sure if thatโ€™s playing, but it may be flirting. Anyway, it looks like theyโ€™re having fun.ย 

Other times, especially in the morning when the sun is rising and warming things up, we see them get on their rock, sit up and look toward the sun like theyโ€™re enjoying the warmth and giving their appreciation. They stay there for a long while doing that, as if they were meditating. Itโ€™s sweet.

Chipmunk on Rock โ€“ Photo ยฉ by Jim Ruppel 2026ย 

As you can see, we have a lot of time on our hands, watching the chippers, birds and even ants as they make their way going about their daily tasks. Itโ€™s nice to slow down and watch all these things zipping, flying, and running back and forth. Itโ€™s another world noticing all the life thatโ€™s going on around us thatโ€™s not human.ย 

Charlie, Harry and Bud Back on Rock โ€“ Photo ยฉ by Jim Ruppel 2026ย 

โ€œWell, Harry and Bud, did you find much up there? Mmm, I did. It was some good eaten.โ€ย 

Weโ€™re just having some fun up here in the mountains passing the days and enjoying life. Hope you get a chuckle from this and take away a little joy for your day.ย 

Pat from the โ€˜ol kitchen tableย 

 

Abby

Abby with her ball โ€“ photo ยฉ by Jim Ruppel

Abbyย was fierce and relentless when it came to herย ball,ย andย sheย kept it within sight at all times.ย Ifย she saw it out in the yard, she would run full tilt until she almost got to it, thenย she wouldย pounceย on itย likeย sheย hadย just caught something thatย wasย alive.ย She was strong and athletic, andย entertained us for many hours.ย Iย donโ€™tย knowย thatย Iโ€™veย ever seen a dog run so hard that she would tire other dogs out when she played with them.ย It was like she ran circles around themย until they finally had to lay down and rest with their tongues hanging out.ย ย 

When she was younger, thatโ€™s the way she played โ€“ everything was full blast โ€“ head on. We never had a dog this energetic. Even when there was no one to play with, and she was outside, she would stand at the top of our backyard, drop her ball or nudge it with her nose and watch it run down the hill, then chase after it. Our neighbor said she watched her do that over and over again for a long time.

Abby and ball in snow โ€“ photo ยฉ by Jim Ruppel

Iย remember when weย firstย got her fromย theย Intermountain Humane Center closeย toย us andย brought her home.ย She was around 6 months old and had been a stray with her sister roaming the streetsย inย southern Colorado and probably not that comfortable being inside of a house.ย The first thing she did was take offย running, which was somewhat difficult as there’s not a lot of roomย insideย to do that. So, she jumped over the back of the couch andย found a way toย keepย going as we stood watching with our mouths open. We had never seen a dogย doย thisย before,ย andย whenย weย turned the television on,ย it freaked her outย even more,ย and she got vocal.ย It was all so different, and it scaredย her.

Thingsย settled downย quicklyย after that, and she adjustedย to us,ย her big backyard in the mountainsย and new home.ย Her personality cameย through,ย and weย had fun and loved her more each day.ย But, unlikeย the other dogsย weโ€™dย had in the past, we never got a companion for her.ย Maybeย instinctively,ย weย knewย she would be our last dog.ย It wasย a different stage in our livesย and,ย withย one of usย retired,ย sheโ€™dย haveย someoneย home all the time. Itย wasnโ€™tย longย thatย both of usย wereย retiredย andย home with her. Talk about being dotedย onย and spoiled.ย ย 

Abby on old doghouse โ€“ photo ยฉ by Jim Ruppel

Her personality was sweet and she mellowed as time passed and became real gentle and loved people. There was not a child that couldnโ€™t reach out to pet her that she wouldnโ€™t give them a lick. When our youngest grandson was a toddler, he was afraid of larger dogs and when he first came to visit, she came close to him at eye level and he began to shake. She seemed to understand his fear and calmly stood beside him so he could reach out and pet her when he was comfortable.

She did that forย a whileย as thatย weekend wore on and by the end,ย whenย it was time for him to go home, they would walk together side-by-side with our grandsonโ€™s hand on her back.ย He was no longer shaking.ย And all the other weekends when he would come up to stay after that, he played with her as anyย child would play with a large dog and never seemed to be scared againย 

Iโ€™m guessing there are a lot of dog owners out there reading this and not only dogs but other pets as well, where you feel that deep, unwavering connection. Itโ€™s different than human love, with passion and butterflies. This is unspoken with feeling that is communicated and exchanged other than by words or actions. Youย donโ€™tย even have toย be in the same room orย see each other to feel theย energy of loveย thatย connects both ofย you,ย andย it neverย wavers.

Abby comfortable in her spot on the couch

Abby on couch – photo ยฉ by Jim Ruppel

After almost 15 years on March 18thย of this year, Abby leftย usย peacefully and it was hard to say goodbye.ย But, in my heart,ย I still feel her energyย isย withย us. How could she totally leave suchย a dog-perfect place, whereย sheย can run freely, lay in the grass, chase squirrels, smell the mountain air,ย play,ย eatย good foodย and be loved.ย Ahhh,ย thatโ€™sย got toย beย heavenย onย earth,ย and sheย wasย close to it.ย ย 

Yes, wherever she is on the other side, I feel her presence when we talk about her and mention her name. She hears us and comes running to be as close as she can. We miss her and understand itโ€™s a shift for us, as well, having had dogs together for almost 60 years. My husband has always had a dog in his home as long as heโ€™s been alive, some 81 years, and this change is truly what you call an empty nest not just with children. We feel it differently than when our other animals passed as thereโ€™s not their companion left behind and itโ€™s an adjustment. ย 

But thatโ€™s the beauty of life when these animals and people come in and out, and we move forward having had the joy and love theyโ€™ve given us. I love them and itโ€™s all good, the easy and the hard, and makes me feel a depth in my heart that I would never have felt otherwise without it.

Thank you, Abby, on the otherย side.ย Someday,ย youโ€™llย hear them call our name and come running to greet us, along with all the other crittersย weโ€™veย hadย โ€“ dogs, cats, horses. Boy,ย wonโ€™tย that be aย gathering.ย 

ย Pat from the โ€˜ol kitchen table

***An added note: Hereโ€™s a personal home video of a ride and walk-about around our mountain home that includes Abby and husband, Jim.ย 

Pats Walkabouts – On The Way To Kenosha Pass

This Old Tree

Old Dead Tree - ยฉ Jim Ruppel
Old Dead Tree –ย ยฉย Jim Ruppelย 

This old dead tree brings up a lot of warm feelingsย for meย remembering back when it was alive and thrivingย in my over 40 yearsย having livedย here.ย Iย remember when it stood tall and noble with outstretched branchesย inviting the birds and squirrels toย come whileย proudly shading theย ground below.ย It was strongย bracing the wind and storms for so many yearsย giving life to allย around itย until it had no more to give.ย 

I donโ€™t know how old it was, possibly 150 years, as old as our state of Colorado this year. Think of what it witnessed in its lifetime โ€“ changes in the migration of wildlife, growth of the forest and fires in the balance of nature. Starting out as a baby itself, there was a lot to survive, and yet it did, no doubt, for many years. And there it stood, planted in one spot, doing what it was created to do โ€“ proudly and boldly be a tree.ย 

I remember when our girls were young and we first had horses. Thereย that old treeย stood watching as we struggled to learn and communicate with these large animals, green in our efforts,ย andย the manyย memoriesย we made doing that.ย Iย could almost feelย an approvingย energyย and a smileย happyย to be a part ofย community andย ourย home.ย 

It watched overย the yearsย asย ourย girls grew and all the coming and going of teenage life;ย and,ย then theย grandkids,ย when they cameย withย theirย rough play, dueling lightsabers, chasing each other around the yard playing hide-and-go-seek with the horses and dogs. Those were happy memories for us,ย and that old treeย foundย its happy placeย tooย over the years,ย asย we enjoyed it being thereย and the loving energy it gave off.ย 

It was hard to see life fade in that old tree and how it still stood tall even after life ran its course and it was gone. Thereโ€™s an empty space there, now, where it once stood but as you walk close you can still feel an energy of love and joy. If trees could communicate like us, I think that old tree would laugh and laugh at all the play, challenges, life and love that bounced around all over this backyard.ย ย 

I love the thought of its life that once was and its energy that still remains and, with that, as long as we have our memories nothing is ever really gone โ€“ only the form has changed.ย 

Pat from the โ€˜olย kitchen tableย 

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This is the first of a newย project myย husband, Jimย Ruppel,ย and I are collaborating onย where,ย withย hisย photography,ย he will pick aย photoย and send it to me to put a storyย toย it.ย So, here goes. ย Hopeย youย enjoy itย and let me know your thoughts and suggestions, if you like.ย Thankย you.ย 

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Living Bridges

shirtless men among spectators โ€“ Photo by Federica Bianchi on Pexels.com
Another time like Woodstock 1969 – Shirtless Men Among Spectators – Photo by Federica Bianchi on Pexels.com

The United States will celebrate its birth of 250 years this year. That’s a lot of generations and we are all living bridges from one generation to another.

Generations come and go, like waves ebb and flow. Let’s hope my generation contributes things worthy of remembrance, like footprints in the sand, even if it’s for just a moment.

Even though this shared Facebook post below is AI generated, it speaks to something I never realized before and made me appreciate being old like I never did before. And, for that I thank you for these words.

Not only my generation has been at the crossroads of history and bridged two centuries, but my parents and grandparents, as well. They saw airplanes appear in the sky, electricity light their houses, rode in motors for the first time instead of a live animal, and talked with someone miles away on a box. I can’t imagine all the monumental changes they felt and experienced too. Went through 2 World Wars, big band music of their generations and grew with the big changes our country was going through culturally.

Only 250 years old is what we will celebrate this year for our country, these United States of America, and so many have gone before us and contributed to this great nation we live in today. May we do her proud, as we look to the future, and be humble and grateful for living in these times, as tumultuous as they may seem. The Spirit that created this great country is still there, as we struggle to find the way and nurture it. And we’ll do our part to be living bridges.

Pat from the ‘ol kitchen table