What If?

What If? - Miracles Photo – By Pat Ruppel 2026 - Gemini – AI Generated

What If? – Miracles Photo – By Pat Ruppel 2026 – Gemini AI Generated

Come – take a short journey with me. I have to let you know, though, that I don’t know where I’m going. I have no idea what this will end up being, but I’m wanting to write something different – mix it up – one step, one word at a time and get a little serious. Are you ready? Can you stretch those thoughts, preconceived ideas, and walk along with me? 

We’re living in chaotic times right now. None of us needs to be told how severe things are. Everyone sees it, feels it, like you can’t get away from it. What can you do, now, if you’re not right in the middle of an emergency and have to respond? What if – we stepped back, took a different approach, and attempted to see things differently like what’s suggested in this Ram Dass video below, “What If Everyone Woke Up Tomorrow Thinking Differently”.  It would change the world. 

It’s part of a lecture he gave February 27, 1992, titled, “The Web of Human Caring” in St. Louis, Missouri and an interview he had with John Seed, an Ecologist from Australia, talking about rainforests. If things were as disturbing and chaotic back then, how do they measure up now, and how can we realize the urgency of it. It’s like the same old problems exist, even though many years have passed since his lecture. I wonder why and what it’s all about? 

The only thing that has changed is time, and that won’t change either when we no longer have a choice, or we decide to do something about it. It doesn’t have to be that way, and we don’t have to let it get that far? But what keeps us from hearing such urgent messages? Maybe, like Ram Dass says here, it’s because we’re comfortable, attached to what we have, and think we have to give up what we want to hold onto. 

I have to say, as I’m writing this, my hands are shaking. I’ve felt that before and know it’s the energy stirring inside. So, there’s something going on within me that’s trying to get out – express itself, and I’m out of my comfort zone in an unknown place. I have to work through it and hope I do it justice because it has to come through me before it can get there. 

This is not something I usually write about, but it’s been compelling, keeps presenting itself and won’t let me drop it. I don’t want to deliver a post on doom and gloom because I know there are possibilities, What If’s, and there’s still something we can do, and I believe in miracles. But it takes a shift and an open mind to dare to explore the What If’s. We are not alone in this and when we’re ready to take the leap, get serious and move to take the first step forward, we are met with an invisible energetic force, something like Patanjali talked about centuries ago:

Patañjali (150 BC or 2nd century BC) lived in the 2nd Century. He was an Indian. He wrote the first grammar of Sanskrit language.

We came into this world as a vibrational little being equipped with everything we need, only we haven’t tapped into our biggest resource, our inner guidance system – our sonar, so to speak. We stumble across it sometimes and think, “Oh, that went great!” But it doesn’t seem like we truly, consciously recognize it or know how to use it.

The world, as I see it, is what we have created down through the centuries. It’s the compiled products of our collective minds, discoveries, wants, dreams, desires – good and bad. And, when it turns dark and ugly, we always try to correct it by changing the products instead of looking internally and working on that. What If, we decided to do that and look inside for the problem and change it by thinking differently, like Seed suggests. 

That is where walking down a different path, thinking differently, or choosing to consider a different way, is critical, especially in the times we are living today. (Note: Here is a popular Rumi quote that is a loose, contemporary, interpretation and reconstruction by translator Coleman Barks rather than a literal translation a Persian text):

Jalāl al-Dīn Muḥammad Rūmī (30 September 1207 – 17 December 1273), commonly known as Rumi, was a Sufi mystic, poet and founder of the Islamic Brotherhood known as the Mevlevi Order.

No, doesn’t make any sense at all, like Rumi says, but I want to go to the place he talks about that’s beyond what we see and what’s going on in the world. We keep going around in circles, generations after generations and getting nowhere. It’s the definition of insanity: where you keep doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. But I think to break out and go beyond, we have to be willing to look past the world and take another path. 

I know I’m bouncing all around here and not making much sense. But stick with me. It’ll begin to get clearer. There are miracles yet to be revealed beyond our wildest imaginations, if we would change our focus and not listen to what’s in the world (products), but instead hook up with our inner sonar. Move forward exploring and discovering with a vibrational inner guide, one that prompts, nudges to look here, check this out. It’s what’s been happening to me lately. Maybe I’m beginning to think differently. 

Look at this post. I have no idea what I’m doing but the words keep coming. What is that all about? I just had a thought for a subject, “What If?”, and nothing else. Even in the featured photo, I had no idea. What can you use as a photo for “what if”?  Then, I was nudged to look in Google photos and saw a photo that grabbed my attention, but not exactly, then thought maybe I could create something in Gemini AI (new to me too), now that I have an idea for what I’m looking for and can give a description of what to create. And voilà, that’s the photo above. 

I know these small examples don’t compare to the seriousness of what’s needed in the world today, but it’s a start in a new direction and even, in some cases, they’re supernatural. It shows up in different forms: maybe words come through and you put them to paper, maybe it’s an intuitive voice, or something visual drawn to your attention because you’re attracting it from the energy within you. I don’t know, but it’s not a fluke. It’s real. We have to learn how to get quiet and tune in in spite of all the noise and chatter going on around us. Just by asking yourself a simple, “What If?”, can get you started. Consider the possibilities? 

Something like this in a short poem written by Samuel Taylor Coleridge (1772-1834), English poet and essayist:

Samuel Taylor Coleridge (21 October 1772 – 25 July 1834) was an English poet, literary critic, philosopher, and theologian who was a founder of the Romantic movement in England.

Can you imagine that? Do you think it’s possible? I do, but it doesn’t happen in the traditional way of thinking. Stay with me, please. 

Years ago, one summer evening, everyone was in bed and I was up late, meditating, and there was a full moon in the sky. I was sitting on the floor in the dark looking outside the open, sliding screen door at how pretty the white puffy clouds were in the sky, illuminated by the bright, full moon.  

There was one particular white, puffy round cloud that I paid close attention to. And, as I kept watching, it moved closer to me and dropped lower in the sky ever so subtly and gently. It seemed just above the treetops, and it was getting closer and closer to me. It seemed bigger and bigger, as it moved and looked like it was coming right at me, as if I was attracting it. It scared me and was eerie and mesmerizing all at the same time. 

It kept coming, as if it would float just above the house. I had never seen anything like that before and I can still remember the awesome feeling of it to this day. That’s how powerful and miraculous possibilities are, What If’s, and yes being open to looking at something different can make things happen—even change—just like that.  

There is a quote I treasure and used as a mission statement for a talking stick circle I was a moderator for over 25 years ago. It’s by Ram Dass in his book, “Still Here” and it says:

“When there is true surrender and service between people, the roles of helper and helped, and the boundaries between those in power and those who are powerless, begin to dissolve.”  

Ram dass – “Still here”

I’ve tried over the years to really learn what true surrender is. That seems to be the key word (true), and surrender is not something you submit to or forfeit. It’s internal in this context, and I’m learning it’s when you decide not to be in charge and work in harmony with the inner force within you, and that is true surrender. When that happens and you get out of the way, you bring it out into the world, then all the rest of this quote follows – service, roles, boundaries – and they start dissolving and you witness it. 

Some shifts and changes started happening to me in January of the New Year 2026 and before. I haven’t mentioned it because it’s still a work in progress. Here we are more than halfway through this year and through my own personal experiences of inner guidance, I’ve witnessed some gradual, and pretty powerful miraculous events in my life.  

That’s how I can tell you that this is real. I’ve been living it. Some highs and some lows, but that’s how you learn and grow. I’ve been working on a 40-day/40-night journaling project that I was prompted to start back in December 2025. It’s in the editing stages now of some 107+ typed pages of those daily journaling notes of 40 days. I don’t know where it’s going or what I will do with it when I’m finished. I’m just following the inner lead to do this project. 

I believe there are still things we can do in the crises we’re living in today, and there’s something unique in you that’s just waiting to come forth: gifts and talents maybe you never thought you had that you could use and apply in a different way. And, if we ask, get quiet and be still, the message will come, that vibrational inner guidance. You may not see it right away and may take a while before it shows up, as it has its own timing. But, when it does it’s up to you and me to see what we can do with it.  

I hope this post will stir something in you, even if it’s to wonder and consider the possibilities – What If’s

Pat from the ‘ol kitchen table 

A New Year 2025

Dove

Here we are at the beginning of another New Year. I wish you love and peace around the world. May we be kind to one another and the offer of hope far and wide.

God bless you.

Here is Kenny G – Auld Lang Sune (Millennium Mix 2010)

Pat at the ‘ol Kitchen Table

Goodbye 2022

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So, here we are, on our trip around the sun, near the end of another year on this glorious blue ball we call earth. This time each year we reflect on the past 12 months, while also looking to the new year with hope and expectations. Just like every day, we get to start over again, fresh, each year trying to get it right. 

I’m imagining, like you, we’ve all had our share of ups and downs in 2022. Some more than others. But, as I move along in these golden years, I’m reminded to look at them differently and take on a different perspective. I’ve learned to ebb and flow more freely these days through whatever unfolds. I can’t say it’s easy, but I feel grace in it. Grace that seems to match however great the need. I’ve read a few times that with God there is no order of difficulty.

“Bring your mind inside your heart and the world will not trouble you.” ~~ Mooji 

Throughout the year, I’ve seen neighbors challenged with cancer, friends dealing with death, family at crossroads with life choices. I’ve been there and I’m trying to be there for them while the world appears to be unstable in these times. But it’s not that it hasn’t happened before. When the next time comes around and similar events pop up, I think what I’ve learned is we get another chance to do it differently that hopefully will put us on the right path for how this life works.

Something else I’ve learned is not to automatically react to life situations but to pause to notice what I’m feeling in the moment. If I pause long enough, instead of reacting, maybe another choice will present itself. Amazing, how that happens to work out more often. And I’ve also discovered that if health issues show up, I can look to the inside for answers as well as work with my resources on the outside. 

From Rainier Maria Rilke in “Letters to a Young Poet”:
"I want to beg you be patient towards all that is unsolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves. The point is to live everything. Live the questions and now perhaps you will find them. Perhaps you will then gradually without noticing it live along some distant day into the answer.”  

Life is beautiful in all its many shapes and forms. You can’t get it wrong. Even the lowest parts are gifts that put us in touch with what’s important and force us to look for something beyond our reality. Laugh, cry, get mad – but feel and embrace all of it, instead of react, and you’ll find it will take you to another place. Be kind to yourself in that place and you’ll remember who you are. Then, you will begin to know your path. 

We’re just passengers on this living blue vessel, as it keeps floating on course no matter what is happening — steadily ticking along. We will be at the end of our journey before we know it and events and challenges can help us make changes that really count. It’s a beautiful life and it’s a beautiful journey.  

Happy New Year, my friends, and God bless you on your next journey around the sun.

Pat from the ‘ol kitchen table 

To Everything There Is A Season

Christmas Tree Lights

Merry Christmas everyone and wish for you a loving and happy New Year in 2022! I hope you have been well this year and, in spite of perhaps some ups and downs, life has been good to you. Here we are and to everything there is a season and this is the time to celebrate life and each other.

It has taken me all year to write, and I wanted to connect with you before the year ends. For me, it’s been a good year and I hope it has been the same for you given the challenges and obstacle courses we’ve had to maneuver. For me, it mostly has been a year of reorientation to regroup from 2020, the pandemic and the world in general.

I’ve found myself more in observation mode wondering where my place is in it all and I haven’t, until lately, found the words to write. There has been a feeling of ebbs and flows each day, as they unfold, not only in my personal life but in the lives of those around me and beyond. I have sensed a shift, though subtle, and notice the changes in me and my life as I practice love and being in the present moment.

How do I put into words what is going on in my life and throughout 2021? And how can that mean anything to you? I won’t attempt to catch you up in it all in this one post. But, in the past year-plus, we’ve had babies born in our family (our first great-grandson) and 2 great-nephews born to our niece and niece’s daughter – babies, such a fresh addition to life, joy of innocence and hope for the future.

Christmas Bears

We’ve also had loved ones and distant friends die while others are challenged with health issues. Life keeps nudging us along on this ride and we’re high one moment and then it gets messy the next. All the while, I feel we’re not alone.

But then, what better time than at Christmas is there to reflect and feel the spirit of love. The season gives us that opportunity to pause in our busy lives and take time to write a card or call a friend. It draws us closer in attempts to celebrate longtime traditions, though different, that still have meaning for connection when we haven’t had the time nor felt the need any other time of the year.

There is a strong stirring of spirit this time of year and a holiness, if you can quiet your mind long enough to hear it. I believe this time of year people want and try to be kinder in the midst of annoyances, cancellations and Covid restrictions. The expectations we put on each other are high but so is the spirit of this season to help us remember what is important. Just pull yourself away from the party or TV show and step outside one of these evenings and look up in the sky. Breathe in all the awesomeness and beauty that’s always there waiting for us to notice.

God bless you – everyone. I’m still here and wish you love and joy this beautiful Christmas season and a New Year full of new adventures and surprises.

Pat at the ‘ol kitchen table

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Christmas in 2020

Winter Solstice Conjunction – Jupiter and Saturn Image taken in Italy Dec 21, 2020 – Photographer Unknown

I’m wishing everyone a Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukkah. Here we are nearing the end of 2020 and feeling the familiar spirit of love and giving, as we pause to celebrate life with all faiths and peoples around the world.

It’s been different and certainly painful for many, as I’ve watched and felt it through the days and months of 2020. It’s as if we’re struggling to break free and transform into something unlike anything we’ve ever known, like a caterpillar and butterfly. We haven’t quite accomplished it yet and we’re still in the breaking-free part. It’s hard to determine what any of this is about while still struggling in the cocoon of challenges. It feels like traveling along a foggy highway and cautiously moving along but can’t see what’s ahead of us.

There is a shift in the heavens and an alignment of the planets with the ushering in of this year’s Winter Solstice. As we watch Jupiter and Saturn rendezvous, while making another trip around the sun on Earth, the shift and alignment is going on in us, too.

Things no longer look the same nor work in the same way. No matter how bad we want it to go back to the way it was, it all seems so confusing and chaotic but I can’t help but believe there’s always hope. It’s part of the Christmas story handed down so many years ago.

Christmas Star courtesy of MSN Clipart

I recently came across one of my old journals where I wrote thoughts about things that were going on in my life some years ago. I must have been reaching for hope and drawing on some inner peace and you may think that ‘all is well’ is last thing you can relate to at this time. But, it caught my attention, while I was reflecting on my girlfriend and her husband’s challenges, both going through cancer at the same time and in their ’80’s.

Here are my entries and I hope they help you reach for hope and draw on your own inner peace right where you’re at and whatever may be going on in your life at this very moment. There is something bigger at work this 2020, no matter what it looks like, and there’s always hope.

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All is Well

The feeling when you breathe in that fresh, crisp air on a cool, fall evening and see the stars twinkling . . . all is well.

When your puppy licks your hand and you can feel it’s cold, wet nose on your leg . . . all is well.

When you’ve worked hard all day and come home to the ones you love and love you . . .all is well.

You all know those moments, those times, when all the challenges and struggles of life are worth it. And they’re more than we realize. Somehow, it’s like we’re trained to only give credence to those things that make life hard, as if we need to pass an initiation to an important club.

But, if we would only take time to look around at the precious moments in life that pass through and mean so much with very little effort. How it touches your heart. Oh, the laughter of a child, when he’s being tickled – so much to notice – so much love – just for us to enjoy . . . no charge.

Life shouldn’t be so hard. I think we make it hard so we feel like we’ve accomplished something. But, life just happens whether you’re making it hard or easy. It just happens. Sooo . . .

The taste of a cold, fresh glass of orange juice . . . all is well.

A phone call from an old friend you haven’t heard from for years . . . all is well.

You smell a sweet fragrance of perfume or food cooking and flash back to a childhood memory . . . all is well.

Your husband takes your hand in the movie . . . all is well.

Your baby took his first step . . .all is well.

See, there is so much around us to be thankful for, to feel good about. Maybe, if we concentrated more on the good that is happening, rather than the bad, then when we are faced with a real difficult challenge, we would handle it better and be able to move through it faster and be more open to learn from it.

But, somehow, it seems more appropriate to bring attention to our crisis so we have something more in common to talk about. It’s awkward and we’re looking for comfort – a safe place to land. But, did you notice there are not many people listening. They would much rather hear about something that feels good and distracts them from their own challenges.

Imagine with me, if you will, floating up in space and, as you do, panning out and looking back at that big, beautiful blue ball we call home – suspended there – slowly and silently moving on course. Tell me, in the bigger picture of things taking in all that, you can’t say, “All is well!?”

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God bless you this Christmas holiday season. Remember you are never alone as you walk this path of your journey. That is hope . . . that is the spirit of Christmas.

Pat from the ‘ol kitchen table.