This Old Tree

Old Dead Tree - © Jim Ruppel
Old Dead Tree – © Jim Ruppel 

This old dead tree brings up a lot of warm feelings for me remembering back when it was alive and thriving in my over 40 years having lived here. I remember when it stood tall and noble with outstretched branches inviting the birds and squirrels to come while proudly shading the ground below. It was strong bracing the wind and storms for so many years giving life to all around it until it had no more to give. 

I don’t know how old it was, possibly 150 years, as old as our state of Colorado this year. Think of what it witnessed in its lifetime – changes in the migration of wildlife, growth of the forest and fires in the balance of nature. Starting out as a baby itself, there was a lot to survive, and yet it did, no doubt, for many years. And there it stood, planted in one spot, doing what it was created to do – proudly and boldly be a tree. 

I remember when our girls were young and we first had horses. There that old tree stood watching as we struggled to learn and communicate with these large animals, green in our efforts, and the many memories we made doing that. I could almost feel an approving energy and a smile happy to be a part of community and our home. 

It watched over the years as our girls grew and all the coming and going of teenage life; and, then the grandkids, when they came with their rough play, dueling lightsabers, chasing each other around the yard playing hide-and-go-seek with the horses and dogs. Those were happy memories for us, and that old tree found its happy place too over the years, as we enjoyed it being there and the loving energy it gave off. 

It was hard to see life fade in that old tree and how it still stood tall even after life ran its course and it was gone. There’s an empty space there, now, where it once stood but as you walk close you can still feel an energy of love and joy. If trees could communicate like us, I think that old tree would laugh and laugh at all the play, challenges, life and love that bounced around all over this backyard.  

I love the thought of its life that once was and its energy that still remains and, with that, as long as we have our memories nothing is ever really gone – only the form has changed. 

Pat from the ‘ol kitchen table 

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This is the first of a new project my husband, Jim Ruppel, and I are collaborating on where, with his photography, he will pick a photo and send it to me to put a story to it. So, here goes.  Hope you enjoy it and let me know your thoughts and suggestions, if you like. Thank you. 

 

 

Living Bridges

Woodstock Festival of 1969

The United States will celebrate its birth of 250 years this year. That’s a lot of generations and we are all living bridges from one generation to another.

Generations come and go, like waves ebb and flow. Let’s hope my generation contributes things worthy of remembrance, like footprints in the sand, even if it’s for just a moment.

Even though this shared Facebook post below is AI generated, it speaks to something I never realized before and made me appreciate being old like I never did before. And, for that I thank you for these words.

Not only my generation has been at the crossroads of history and bridged two centuries, but my parents and grandparents, as well. They saw airplanes appear in the sky, electricity light their houses, rode in motors for the first time instead of a live animal, and talked with someone miles away on a box. I can’t imagine all the monumental changes they felt and experienced too. Went through 2 World Wars, big band music of their generations and grew with the big changes our country was going through culturally.

Only 250 years old is what we will celebrate this year for our country, these United States of America, and so many have gone before us and contributed to this great nation we live in today. May we do her proud, as we look to the future, and be humble and grateful for living in these times, as tumultuous as they may seem. The Spirit that created this great country is still there, as we struggle to find the way and nurture it. And we’ll do our part to be living bridges.

Pat from the ‘ol kitchen table

CHANGE – ARE YOU READY?

Change
“Change” – Gemini_Generated_Image by Pat Ruppel 12-21-25

I have an analogy for you to accept an extended invitation to a challenge for the New Year 2026. This being, to challenge yourself to change and the change is you. Here is the analogy: 

You have a friend helping you push a heavy car up a hill, and you both know nothing about its mechanics. You can put a lot of manpower behind it and be successful getting it up there – one on one side and one on the other side. You can even discover there are better ways to get it up by pulling it from the top of the hill.  And, as you get good at that and realize the success of it working for you, creativity kicks in. 

You invent stronger ways to push and stronger ways to pull. You get excited!  More creativity kicks in and you invent devices and tools, and you soon discover you can not only get the car up the hill, but you can even get it down the road. Wow! It’s looking good, and you keep going with the discoveries and inventions, and there’s no telling how far you can get cars up hills and down roads.

As it goes along, you use the same methods with the other things in your life and it all seems to fit together – working hard, streamlining and improving on pushing and pulling. But, over time, you begin to wonder if there could be a better way, but you don’t know you need to look.  

Things start to wear out; cooperation and manpower is no longer there like it used to be. But you pursue and push onward, believing you’ve just got to work harder and push more. Over time, you’re realizing it’s just not working anymore like it used to. Something needs to change – you need help and another way.   

Well, you can probably see where this is going. We can’t see another way if we don’t get out of our own way. That means being willing to see and try something different.  How can you do that when you’ve had so much success and things have worked well for so long?  But it’s like Victor Hugo said,

There’s nothing more powerful than an idea, whose time has come.”

I accepted an invitation to a different challenge like this last year, December 2024, for 2025.  I felt stuck, scared to get out of my comfort zone and things weren’t working as well as they used to.  My challenge last year was to help me see things differently, identify the things holding me back, and journal about them in depth. 

A challenge like this is not for everyone, nor is it supposed to be.  It’s not another New Year’s resolution proposal. It’s private and about getting real looking within yourself; writing and reflecting asking for answers to things you need help with on an intimate level between you, your inner being and your source (God, Jesus, Spirit, Grandfather, Buddha, whatever you want to call it); because it’s yours and belongs to you. No judgements, exercises. 

You make the rules, and you’re met right where you’re at. There’s no time limit and you can quit anytime. It’s up to you. It’s not a competition and no one is watching and grading your results, only you go how far or deep you want to take it. 

Being honest with yourself and committing to taking responsibility in making new choices and feeling through what that is takes courage and a willingness to let go of how you used to do things to find a better, more efficient way. So, back to finishing the analogy: 

Ah-ha! You find more information on cars, once you start looking for it, and you actually discover a manual. It talks about gas, ignition, steering, and there IS a new way.

So, let’s pop that gas tank, connect and fill it up, allowing those supernatural gases to flow into your being. Open that door and get in, sit down and turn on the ignition, feel that energy and life flow in. Test the brake, and gears, rev the gas pedal and hear the power. Vroom!!

Now, you’ve got it! You’ve included the life force in you that’s been there all along. So, let’s get this puppy up the hill and down the road and see where it takes you.

It couldn’t have been said any better than by Patanjali, an author of Yoga Sutras from India, many centuries ago: 

“When you are inspired by some great 
purpose, some extraordinary project, 
all your thoughts break their bonds; 
Your mind transcends limitations, 
your consciousness expands in every direction, 
and you find yourself in a new, great 
and wonderful world. 
Dormant forces, faculties and talents 
become alive, and you discover yourself 
to be a greater person by far 
than you ever dreamed 
yourself to be.” 

~ Patanjali

Hold on tight for the ride of your life, and be open and prepared, because it will take you places you have never been before. It makes it easier working together with the highest wisdom and knowledge that knows everything, and how all things work. It takes being brave to make a commitment to cooperate another way, instead of expecting others to cooperate with what you want. This is different. Instead of only looking outside for directions and guidance, you’re looking within, and it takes being quiet and listening with your heart with trust.

The world around us is changing rapidly and issues are coming down the pike. We’re going to need to make serious choices, and we need insight and wisdom beyond what has been used before on how to do that. So, if this speaks to you, there’s no better time than New Year’s 2026 to take the leap for a new, third way that includes helping everyone and everything; not self-serving, but caring for our planet, nature and one another with care and compassion like never before.

There’s a perfect poem by Rumi that explains it more in depth for me: 

This being human is a guest
house. Every morning 
a new arrival. 
 
A joy, a depression, a meanness, 
some momentary awareness comes 
as an unexpected visitor. 
 
Welcome and attend them all: 
Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows, 
who violently sweep your house 
empty of its furniture, still, 
treat each guest honorably. 
He may be clearing you out 
for some new delight.

~~ Rumi 

God bless all of you this beautiful Christmas season and the upcoming New Year 2026. 

Pat from the ‘ol kitchen table 

A New Year 2025

Dove

Here we are at the beginning of another New Year. I wish you love and peace around the world. May we be kind to one another and the offer of hope far and wide.

God bless you.

Here is Kenny G – Auld Lang Sune (Millennium Mix 2010)

Pat at the ‘ol Kitchen Table

Next Year is Coming

It’s been a good 2023 year for us rambling around in our Colorado mountains. Not much to write about and that’s good compared to all of what’s reported these days. Life is simple in our golden years and the highlights are walking with our dog and watching the birds.

I love these casual days and each one is different as they unfold. I couldn’t be more blessed and wish the same for all of you as this old year fades and a new one appears on the horizon. May your dreams be happy and your promises fulfilled.

Teddy Bears and Candle

God Bless

Happy New Year 2024

Pat from the ‘ol kitchen table