Grandpa’s Camera

Husband's grandfather's Chautauqua camera dated back in the early 1900's manufactured by Seneca Camera Manufacturing Company.
My Grandfather’s Camera – Photo © by Jim Ruppel 2026 

It’s interesting how things circle back around, reveal themselves, and allow you to reflect. Jim has had this old glass plate camera packed away in his studio for some time and just recently dug it out when he wanted to send me a photo and information to write a story. It was sent to him many years ago by his dad and thought he might want it because he was interested in photography.  

Not much information or history was exchanged on it. How did his dad get the camera from his father? Was grandpa into photography and take many pictures with it or was it part of his collection? There’s not much to go on but a beautiful, old camera with a lot of character and, perhaps no doubt, many captured images lost and stories left untold. 

This Chautauqua camera manufactured by Seneca Camera Manufacturing Company looks to be from the early 1900’s and is in pretty good shape considering its age. It came in a case with lenses and a light meter that’s still working and looks to be in good shape, too. It also came with a few 4×5 glass plates that Jim isn’t familiar with on whether they were exposed or not.

Lenses for grandpa’s glass plated camera – Photo © by Jim Ruppel 2026 
90-yr-old working light meter

From doing a little research on this camera and how it operates, I still can’t tell you much about it and how it works. It looks confusing. But I marvel and find it interesting mostly with how they used these devices and produced such important moments in history with the limited resources they had. There are the bellows, lenses, shutter, rotating/reversing optical viewfinder, glass plates and I’m sure more that I’m missing in the details. I look at it and think, “Where do you start?” It’s much like today when we ask teenagers to make a call on a rotary phone. 

I believe the pictures taken back then with this camera on the glass plates produced prints in old sepia or tin images, unlike the digital photographs we have today. In old images when I see or hold one, I am not only transported back in time, but I feel the energy in the photograph. I miss that in the images we have today. There’s a separation when viewing some of them on our devices, and physical photographs don’t seem to ever lose that. In the digital images, it’s like you can’t quite connect to what’s been frozen in time, the same as when you sort through old photographs and physically hold them. It’s the ability to feel the energy of a moment captured that will never come again. 

What I also find interesting is the man who had the camera, my husband’s grandpa. I only met him briefly a couple of times in Toledo, Ohio, when we first got married and before we moved out west. He seemed to be a quiet, gentle man not much into conversation, perhaps a little shy. Growing up, hubby only remembers a couple of things but not much else about him. 

Like one time, when he was a teenager, his grandpa took him back into a room where he operated a ham radio and showed him how he could talk to people all over the world. Another thing hubby remembers is that he collected anything and everything and stored it in the basement of their house – rows and rows of organized stuff piled high neatly on top of each other with little aisles in between. If he came across someone needing something, chances are he’d have it and could produce it without much hunting. He knew exactly where everything was. 

I’m sad that we know very little about Clarence A. Ruppel, only his date of birth and death and that he worked on the coal docks. There’s no one alive today to ask, and there isn’t even a picture of him left behind.  

From this old camera, I can only speculate that he had many interests, dreams, and desires. It would have been nice to hear his stories and learn about his background and history. How can someone slip quietly through our everyday life of coming and going and not notice or learn much about them, as if they were invisible. Maybe he wanted it that way, private and in his own world with his collection and ham radio – strangers talking with each other over the air waves he’ll never meet. 

Life is strange sometimes in how we remember people and the things connected to them, like an old camera. They come in and out of our lives. Some for a long time and others for brief moments and they leave impressions with us in different ways. I wonder what it all means and how it fits in the bigger picture of things. Whatever it is, my heart feels warmer to have a little piece of history to look at and hold that reconnects us to family – to grandpa. 

Pat from the ‘ol kitchen table 

Little Buddy

Bird on Shoulder - Photo © by Jim Ruppel
Bird on Shoulder – Photo © by Jim Ruppel

This little buddy landed on my shoulder one morning, and I was surprised he stayed long enough to snap a picture. He seemed content and not afraid as I kept real still. It felt good and I liked having him there and the connection no matter how fleeting. Makes me wish I could hold onto the moment longer. 

Those times are precious to me as they are happening now and as I look back on them. But isn’t that how life is – unpredictable? We never know how each day will unfold. It’s a gift – all of it, the good and the bad, and as I get older, I’m even more conscious of that. It’s a choice really, how we see it and respond. And as I look at this picture, I’m reminded how much there is to still see and enjoy right there in front of my eyes.  

I’m glad there are stages in life and it’s funny, as I look at old pictures over time. You would think we were different people as little girls and boys, compared to our teens and 20’s, mid-life, and (if fortunate) the golden years. Birds don’t change as dramatically as that, nor other wildlife, that I know of. If they get older, there’s a change but not where they look so different that you wouldn’t recognize them. Maybe it’s because they’re not as protected when enduring the elements, and most don’t live as long. 

I remember I could feel this little guy’s feet as he moved and shifted. He was close enough to where I could see his face as he twitched his head back and forth. Maybe, he was somewhat puzzled by this big object near him. Then, he finally flew off. So tiny, delicate and light as a feather. I marvel how they take off in flight without hardly any effort. Wouldn’t it be fun to launch and fly like that? 

Hubby and I watch all types of fowl, insects and critters in our backyard, and it gives me appreciation of life and its different forms. We don’t see all the makings of it on the ground and in the sky – the intricacies and interactions. Only a small portion of it as they enter our world. What does their home look like perched up in a tree or under a bush? What do we look like to them? Do they feel things like we do or is it us trying to apply human emotions? Some things must be similar as they care for their young and compete for territory like we do. But on a different vibration? I have no idea but it’s beautiful with what I do see. 

I look forward to more moments like that. You never know what each day will reveal. Maybe another little buddy will come to visit again. I hope so. 

Pat from the ‘ol kitchen table 

Rowing My Boat

Free old row boat side
Photo by Connor Scott McManus on Pexels.com

Just living this life every day is like rowing a boat. Sometimes you have calm waters and other times it’s turbulent. I think it’s always been that way down through the years. Each generation has had their own set of waters to traverse depending on whether you have a destination or not. Maybe, you just want to sit there in your boat and be still in calm waters. There are times when that’s all you need. 

Hubby and I got into a conversation yesterday morning after watching the CBS News Sunday Morning show. There were a couple of interviews the journalists facilitated that prompted our discussion. Like before, there are many of these instances when we watch or read something that prompt our talks, and this one was no different. But seemed like after our talk I wasn’t finished with it yet and more thoughts and ideas kept running through my head and heart. So, here I am sharing them with you and by no means have I arrived at any kind of conclusion. It’s just thoughts and questions I was pondering. Some of those“What If’s”, I talked about in an earlier post.  

One of these interviews was with the retiring Smithsonian head, and the other interview was with a Democratic Kentucky Governor, hopeful to be running for the presidency. When asked difficult questions, both had good answers, from my perspective, and it’s what prompted the discussion hubby and I had. 

We’re all good at pointing out the good things we like and especially the others we don’t like. But, if it’s different and we don’t like it, we’re also good at giving our opinions on how wrong it is. Even to the degree of being downright dismissive or sometimes demeaning. Then we justify it as passion. 

The discussion hubby and I got into was: “why do we always have to point out what we agree or disagree with when others say and do something different we don’t like?”  Why does there have to be one side or the other and make judgments on that, as if we’re excused when we think someone is doing something much worse than what we do?  

And – this is where my mind kicks in with questions and starts pondering – “aren’t we all accountable for our thoughts and actions – or is that just reserved for the person who is different?”  What’s good and what’s bad if everything is one? Don’t we need the contrast of good or bad, black and white, to see where we need to go, where to row our boat? Even when you row a boat, you need the resistance to get you moving. Why does different, negative or positive, have to be bad or good and just be a part of the whole?  

Now, I understand there’s an extreme for which you have to make distinctions on what is harmful or not. Sometimes the dark is dangerous, and the light can be so bright it’s blinding and you can’t see. But when that’s the case, it’s up to me to move away and position myself in a better place. 

I guess what I’m trying to realize here is that differences are needed, even important, and when we feel threatened by them, maybe what’s needed is to recognize that we feel uncomfortable and try to understand. We don’t need to make everyone think like we want or be the same because it would make our life easier. It’s the differences that create flavor and beauty – salt and pepper, woven tapestries. 

Maybe, the reason it gets more difficult to understand is it’s to make us dig deeper and look in another place for answers. We can both be different and still coexist together – in fact, maybe that’s what we’re supposed to learn how to do. I know you need cooperation to do that, but it needs to start somewhere. Allowing ourselves to be a living piece of art floating up and around melting together, flowing with each other being more dark one time and lighter at other times in constant change. (Sounds crazy – huh?)  

As you can see, I’m still pondering these things and makes me wonder why it’s so hard to get along with one another, especially when there’s opposition. I think when we run into problems is because we try to make others do as we like and believe like we want. 

We’re complicated beings and make it so difficult to live in harmony not just with ourselves but with other beings as well. Just beat each other into conformity is the illusion we have that it will make everything in the world a much better place. I would venture to guess that if we ever accomplished that, it would still not be enough, as our egos would still need to be fed and want more. 

Whatever it is, we’re all in this together no matter how you look at it, and I don’t believe we’ll get out of this without our own personal day of reckoning where our soul is compromised, and we have to make hard decisions.  Like a mother finding herself pregnant with another child, she’s unable to feed, or a new VIP instructed to give orders to move ahead on projects he never thought he’d sign up for. Your head is demanding you to do one thing, and your heart is quietly urging you to do something else. I guess, then, it would be easier to understand when we witness what someone else is going through on the reckoning of their circumstances.  

So, here I am, out here just rowing my boat (and venting a little). Sometimes I’m still and in neutral waters and other times I’m rowing like crazy to some distant shore. I’ll let you know if I arrive or not – but, could it be, that it’s not the destination so much as it’s the journey?  If you’re still with me, thank you for letting me pen my thoughts, crazy ideas, hopes and dreams. 

Pat from the ‘ol kitchen table 

What You See Is Not Always What You Think

Bird Falling – Bluebird Watches – Photo © by Jim Ruppel

What you see is not always what you think . . . sometimes there’s more. Do you ever wonder about that and what’s out there you missed by not being in the right place at the right time or just not being aware? It’s like we’re zigging and life is zagging. This picture makes me think about how much goes on all around me I don’t see, yet life goes on? 

Hubby took this picture as it was getting dusk one evening, and the light was not good; so, he adjusted the camera settings for the shot so it would be lighter.  And, lo and behold, there was more going on than he realized and surprised to see what was happening.  

It began with him just wondering if the bird he saw on the birdhouse was a bluebird or not and couldn’t tell because it was getting dark. He didn’t expect to see in the shot another bird that seemed to be falling from the sky while the bluebird watched. There were no dead birds under that tree as we took our daily walk the next day so maybe it was doing something else – I don’t know – but it’s curious.  

I want to believe it was something other than a strike from a predator, and some research indicates it’s possible it was a maneuver to avoid a predator (like whiffling), an attempt to attract a mate, disorientation or a fledgling mishap.  Whatever, the reason, we had never seen anything like that maybe because it happens so fast and hubby just happened to catch it on camera. 

So much goes on around us all the time, and it seems like we have no clue. There’s a popular riddle I’m sure you’ve heard, “If a tree falls in a forest and no one is there, does it make a sound?” My thinking is, “Yes”, and it’s because things don’t need us to hear it for it to happen. It is what it is, whether we’re there to witness it or not. I think there are a lot of events, mysteries, unexplained phenomena like that happening all the time and then it passes. No explanations, opinions, or questions. Unlike us, it doesn’t need one; it just happens and needs nothing else. 

It’s wonderful and beautiful how life keeps moving, shifting and changing – some things in the most dynamic way and others so tiny it’s hard to even detect. Life and death are in a dance all around us in constant rhythm and harmony and we’re a part of it. 

What do you think? Have you seen things like this or wonder what’s out there and the mystery of it or is it something that’s not even on your radar? It’s living life and I’m grateful to be a part of it. 

Pat at the ‘ol kitchen table 

What the . . .

Golden Rings – Courtesy of MSN Clipart 

I had one of the most unthinkable things happen to me today. I lost my wedding ring. I was working in the yard, pulling weeds, when I felt it was missing from my finger. It’s a naked feeling after almost 60 years of marriage this December. A sinking in my heart and a sick feeling in my gut. 

As I’ve worn it throughout the years, I’ve sometimes put it away in my jewelry box, because it was too tight. I even had it resized one time and now, in going through better eating habits, health improvement and losing weight, it got real loose. 

So, I began retracing my steps and thought I could use a magnet (but turns out a magnet does not attract silver). Hubby came out to help, and we both were combing the yard. And Thank you! Thank you! – he found it! It was in the container of weeds I last pulled.

My Wedding Ring is Back

I don’t remember how many times he has come through for me over the last 60 years, finding things I’ve lost, recovering me from things I’ve gotten myself into that I can’t get out of; he’s even saved my life 2 times (literally). There’s never been a dull moment, and it’s been quite an adventure living with me. Guess you could say I keep him on his toes. 

Oh, the stories and what will I come home with this time. From catching the oscillating sprinkler to the bottom of our van and continuing to back out of the driveway, stretching it to its limit, while it was still attached to the house. To coming home and having to explain why the vent on top of the van was gone and how that happened. And another time, when I called to tell him my fob had just plopped into the lake (that time he used the magnet on a long pole).  

I’ve told some of these stories right here in some of my posts over the years. And in the retelling of them, I still can’t understand how they could have happened, but they did. Just like losing my wedding band today. Now, that was devastating and would have been hard for me to get over, if he hadn’t found it. 

So, here we are – another day in the life of an aging couple, helping each other, loving each other and enjoying these golden years together in a beautiful mystical place. Wonder what tomorrow will bring. Ah, it’s a mystery – what will unfold and reveal itself to us, as we journey on this path together one day and one step at a time. 

Thank you for stopping by. I hope you enjoyed the read and it tickled your heart and warmed your soul. 

Pat from the ‘ol kitchen table